Dead Man Walking

Receive me
Turn me
And take me
Harsh
Like the vodka burning in my veins

My voice is strained
Rough with screams
And all that lay before me is a gothic scene
Like a dark opera performed for the audience that is you

You are my desperation
My emotion
My fears
And my savior
A secret devil disguised as a saint
A beautiful and perfectly painted pair of angel's wings
Protruding from beneath your stricken reality
A demon deighty hidden behind a cloak of
Intricate lies and webs of spidery deceptions

You are an addiction
And I hate you
Oh God, do I hate you!
But your kisses are so deadly sweet
Like no wine wine I've ever tasted
And the spiteful pain you inflict is oh so delicious

You steal my breath
And destroy my mind
I am a dead man
And you are a murderer


This was the first song I've ever written.

Her

Her eyes such deep coloured chocolate
So perfect are they looking into mine
Worlds alight and it must be fate
Watching her watch me, our souls intertwine
Being here with her stops time in its tracks
The world stops spinning and now time is ours
And we can see through the wasted hours
All those wasted hours have passed
Long since forgotten in her shining eyes
It would be fine if this breath be my last
As long as this blessed love never dies
This we share together, our very own
A love so deep, no one's ever known.

Mother Earth

I am
Everything, anything, nothing
I like the wind in my hair
The sand beneath my feet
Trust, courage and honesty are most important to me
I am beautiful in all aspects
But in my beauty, there is ugliness
Perfection is overrated and unrealistic
I am nature
Imperfection
I wish all would respect me
Instead of killing me slowly
Suffocating me with dark corruption
But I know it is a hopeless dream
And I will love you still
For I am everything, anything, nothing
I am Mother Earth
And you are all my children.

Hard

I know it must be hard for you to deal
With all of these emotions you must feel
And I know it must be hard for you to hear
While you're busy battling all your fears
It must be really hard to see
Through all the wicked clouds of doubt you place around me
And I know it must be really hard for you to trust too
In me, when you can barely trust in you
And I know you must regret
The times when separation is a real threat
And I know it's really hard as well
Because it's been so hard for me to explain
Why it is with you in love, I've fell.

L'anges

Imagine, imagine
That things were different
That the rain was the tears of angels
And the thunder was their screams

Their wings are that of a dove's pride
And their eyes a purest ocean's tide
Just imagine the angels flying above us
Their tears falling upon our heads

Imagine their voices rising in bird's song
And their skin is the palest porcelain
The tips of their fingers touch like feathers
And their footsteps linger like whispers

Imagine, imagine
That angels were real

Euthanasia

Silence
Sickening and vile
Cruel, tainted bile rising
Vomiting frailty
Insulting with hatred
Ecstasy
Sensual fantasia of the mind
Pitiless and savage
Frightening porcelain souls
Spiraling into madness
Bringing delicate euthanasia

Kamikaze Lover

Silence is my canopy in
Ammicable sanity
Hidden within pockets and
Pockets of blind monogomy
Myself bound within
Inside
Beneath
A cloak of twisted blasphemy
A body within a body
A soul beneath a soul
Entertwined
Embraced
Together
You are my kamikaze lover
You'll be the death of me
You are the keyhole
And I am the key
Kiss
Touch
Feel
Between
Above
Within
My serial destroyer of
Hearts upon hearts
Adorning your walls
Trophies
At least
If my heart ends up
Another of your artworks
Placed upon your shelf
Dusty
I'll always be with you
Forever
For all your endless searching
My beautiful
Unknown